My life is a process.
It consists of saying “fuck I have the ugliest body out there” “god damn I am fat” “holy shit I’m disgusting” “I’m gonna work my ass off till I look like a vs model”
*works out for two weeks and doesn’t look like a vs model yet*
Then I say “I just need to accept my body the way it is” “I can do this, I can love myself” “I’m gonna eat whatever I want an not worry about it!”
*two days later looks in mirror*
“Fuck I have the ugliest body out there” “god damn I am fat” “holy shit in disgusting” “I’m gonna work my ass of till I look like a vs model”
Repeat process.